Sabian's

ill be off to camp soon. feels like im taking a short break from studying from sch lol.

So glad projects are over. time to study for final sem.

So sad ckay is not with me for BSC camp. Camp would so rock with him. ): i will think of you during the camp, join next year k? :D even if BSC doesnt want you, i want you.

this post is delicated to the smartest guy in dota. The potm, es, puck pro. (heros that require alot of skill to own) Ckay is a really nice guy. He blends in to any crowd. Though he doesnt talk much, his pressence can be felt and people will be glad to be around him. Oh yeah, the only thing better than his Dota is his badminton. Its like a night stalker with 5 divine rapier and 1 bot at lvl 25 while the rest are lvl 2! haha, okay not so exagerated but you get my point. overall, ckay is an awesome friend. more awesome than awesome actually, plus his singing! XD

will not be online for the next two nights, dont bitch too much while im gone BBB! hahaha :D take care 1B11 and dont miss me. i'll be back! yeah >:)

WHY DID I HAVE TO BLANK OUT IN FRONT OF THE ELASTICITY GRAPH!! ARGH!! >:(
sorry to kenrick, gao yang and wilson. ):

since i was going to be late for CSA project meet with asy and ken, i cabbed to school. as usual, i took the front seat so that the driver will most probably talk to me on the way. cab rides are so boring, its great when i get to talk to a someone along the way.

skinny, bespectacled and probably in his late 40's, he looked like a typical friendly chinese taxi driver. he started the conversations. his oldest daughter is currently in TP BUS year 2 HTM. such a small world isnt it? haha..

well, as he spoke about being a student and with projects and stuff, it seems that his daughter is very busy doing projects getting about 2 hours of sleep a day. too myself, i was like quite lucky since i get to sleep more plus i played DotA and slacked during the times i was supposed to be studying and stuff. having 2 ccas is so busy, i should say bye to track anytime soon ):

as the conversation went on, I realised that Singapore is a highly competitive society. With high cost of living and taxes etc, I wondered how am I gonna live when I have to support myself. Will I be rich and successful or poor and a nobody? I guess it all depends on yourself. Looking by the way things are going, Im most likely going to be a beggar ):

i mean look at myself. i did badly for O's. scholars are getting straight A's for 9 subjects. why am i such an exception? with only 6 subs and 3 as with 1 fail. i feel inferior. to them: im like dog like that. quoted from lian sheng. seriously, i am a dog. days and days i have been dreaming of becoming a billonaire. that was what i told my mother but she laughed it off and said i over estimate myself. i felt that shes right now. too right. i feel like an under achiver.

i got of the cab and thanked the driver. i was glad i got in that cab. it made me realise the stupid things im currently doing and have done in my life:-

IVAN! WAKE UP! WTF ARE YOU DOING IN YOUR LIFE?! SPENDING TIME IN DOTA AND ON FACEBOOK GAMES ARE NOT GONNA HELP YOU AT ALL!! SO WHAT IF YOURE DAMN PRO IN DOTA?! SO WHAT IF YOU TRASH EVERYONE IS CRAZY TAXI OR WHATEVER? STOP FOOLING AROUND WITH YOUR F**KIN LIFE AND START WORKING HARD.

before poly started, i promised my parents and myself i would do well in poly and secure a place in the local U. my target for first sem GPA was 3.75. i dont think i can even reach 3.5 now. i have to buck up. damn angry at myself for not giving my best in my studies.

i fucking need a reality check

omg, damn busy now. no time to blog ):

projects!!! faster finish!

i cant keep up with sch pace. siann )):

ahh i need to make sacrifices, too busy already.
will blog when im free

wondering which is worse, talking behind people's back or having people talking behind your back?

Last apel class today!! nooooooooo... ): i will miss mr foo! lol.

Im quite happy now ((: dont tell you why hahaha!

Bballing with st pats friends tmr! Cant wait, soooo miss basketball ):

Happy Birthday Mum! Sorry i didnt get you anything. Will a kiss do? hahahaa..

Grrrr.. still have CSA, Com skills and POM projects to finish! oh well, you cant avoid the task by doing it at a later time. ):

Meeting up with sec school friends for movie tmr. Even though im busy, cant always pang sei (abandon) them all the time right? haha..

:D i just dunno how to end

POM group pic memorial:

i miss my long hair T.T

Just came back home to eat dinner fast. Today was one of the days I ate dinner before I showered cause I was starving. Yum yum..

Flashbacks:

Got posted to 200/400m. Training now seems tougher than 100m so yeah, im running like a dog now. Literally. Cant wait to get my Team Temasek track shirt! whoo~

Just went for BSC interview today! if i didnt get in, im really gonna cry cause i probably suck at interviews and have not even passed one in my life. Im counting on you Desmond! (:
Kudos to Ckay for being with me in BSC! hahaha, we must not pon even one event k? cant wait for BSC camp.

Freaking final sem is coming! OMG! only end of august and im so far behind, feel damn angry with myself for being so lazy >:(

SEX PROJECTS! (sex was used because Im banning myself from vulgarities) thank god projects are gonna end by the end of July ((:

Im kind of like a born joker to my class now. With the determined face and what not hahaha.. Oh yeah, Im probably the cheerleader (literally) also! :D

Nothing much left. Just a normal Business student with one assignment too many.

Sex! just realised I have some stuff to prepare tomorrow, thanks to Bris! /:
will blog soon!! (:
P.S if you have time, watch my Chris Daughtry - Poker face vid. awesome sex! :D

absence makes the heart grow fonder... *sighes ):